Feeling LOw :(( Feeling High :))

Sometimes a time come when we miss everything we have done in our past and sometimes we regret our past.but in both the cases the common is past.Don't know but why feeling very DULL today and feeling very agnostic.Missing parents today like never did What must be the reason for it? Is it the long time home sickness or some weather change in mind and heart which erupted those thoughts in myself.Sometimes regretting past is also painful not because those memories were bad or good but we see our mistakes in it.We feel our veins blocking our head and asking us only question The thing we did that time was it right?was it worthless?was i so foolish? or was i just been sarcastic that time.No body has the clear answer but everybody has one answer that is we regret our past one or the other time for somethings which we did knowingly or even unknowingly.We all in a corner think once about a time machine once in a life to bring to live those beautiful moments or to make the sad moments into beautiful one.Same is the thing i think every time i look at me, i look at my position of studying and grabbing nothing but the elements of engg which just goes and rusts into mind and create nothing but a warehouse where cleaning is impossible because i know the stream chosen by me is wrong and was the most wrong decision taken by me that time, when i didn't know anything about life but had decided to make one.When i achieved lowest marks in life but still had dream to become highest.
Today the position is i have achieved every certificate in every field except mine and anybody asking me about my branch than i am numb.Why was i so dumb not to study during my boards which could have studied into some worth college.Still even after 5th sem i feel a pretty OK because have made myself understand the position and ready to face th consequences of choosing wrong stream,but doesn't regret of one thing those are the friends which i have got with me every time.

The moment i see them i feel the wrong decision turned up into right,some ones like ANMOL,SHISHIR,ROCKY,KRISHNA,ANU...are the really ones which has made my life daily entertain able and gives me energy to live perfectly here in the dark tunnel but still giving me energy to survive and giving me sense to look forward every time i try to give up they are the one who gives me support at every path,every step of life.I thank all my life partners to b with me in every aspect of life and request them to b with me every where in some or the other form so that i can gain the CLOUD 9 energy LIFE....!!!!!

"Journey from BAYWATCH TO GAYWATCH"

Well long ago a movie BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN was released consisting of phenomenal performance of heath ledger well the blog is not about his performance but about the scenario they build up of homosexuality..and the govt tells its legal and few ministers say its a slap on Indian society but the main question arises in my mind is that ARE WE SUITABLE WITH THIS CHANGE? DO WE TAKE THING AS VERY NORMAL? well the answer of this generation is obviously YES and it should be YES why it shouldn't be? its not a crime its all about feelings its all about your emotions.Every male likes his brother,and mingles with him fights with him that time society doesn't obstruct into their path or suffice any conditions i.e these are two males ; these are so close to each other; It should be avoidable so here the only different thing is because here two males wants to live there life together in diff relation.That is it? than why this creation of such a big blunder by rally and volunteering against it. ITS DIFFERENT FROM OUR SOCIETY AND OUR RELIGION DOESN'T SUPPORT AND So on.......Indian society doesn't stand against a 20 yr old girl gang rape of drunken people or by killing some youth by raging or by taking benefits of poor.

Where the hell does then this religion goes and where does this politician and the activist who are against this rule goes?? Are they taking a Good Peaceful Nap because even they are included in it.Creating a blunder on unwanted issues are very easy but to handle about real matters is tough and very dared.WHY do the society cares about two males in a relation. because if those two males are happy with each other let them be where does this word CONSTITUTION comes in between??? Do hell with the crappy people in this world taking this thing in negative.Be ready for the change because its just a starting,its not only about gay or lesbian but its about every human being who needs to live life himself or herself on there own terms not according to the Wealthy ,Unhealthy,Mindless Society. Thank U!!!!
I support GAY RELATIONSHIP AND THERE IS NO HARM IN IT..

"Power Of Communication"

Elucidate. A word often used by us every time we try to speak or to convey our messages. I.e. Clarify. The number of times we try to speak up in front of others in any matter we need to shed light on those things which we really want them to understand or to completely drive through their veins. The reason behind it is nothing but a power of communication that withheld in almost every sector than, it hardly matters whether it is marketing or politics. Every where the communication is a knife which gets on sharper and sharper the times we use it. No matter what type of communication it is, it will be healthy for everyone in the conversation of the active participants in it. It hardly matters about the type of communication because even if it is an aggressive one the opposition either is agreed or understands the personality and mind set of the person behind it.

Various examples can be observed every time we think about the high grading power of communication. Recent examples can be none other than U.S president Barrack Obama.Have we ever known him for his deeds on his life or for his social activities? Was the reason behind his success was his active participation in politics or we can say it the POWER OF COMMUNICATION. He was not mainly known for his dos or don’ts in life but for his way of communicating with the society in the debates or the discussions. Only by few words regarding his thoughts and his vision he had completely cleared the confusion in the minds of the citizens and made them believe that YES! The Change has come and he deserves to be the U.S president and will surely change the world and make it better lovable and easily earning bread for surviving. In the same way we can always take a sculpture of none but the GOOGLE makers who never publicized there product even once and always believed in the power of words i.e. communication.
At the time when the internet industry was in crash and even the companies like AltaVista, Microsoft it was only GOOGLE who was still attaining heights of success. And there was no scene of publicity even then and it was just the power of words what they had speed-ed everywhere about there product and make the web users fell that there search engine was not only fast but even best accurate engine ever made. There all finances every investing procedure was fail at ’98 when they didn’t have even a penny to work out there product for long to buy computers. At that time also the big investors were being brought and convinced by them only by the form of communication. If we talk apart business and we see a politics master than we can identify one name very easily and that is RAHUL GANDHI. His mastering in talks with the crowd in his manner has almost captured hearts and vote of confidence from all youth members and almost whole civilian society. His mere art of speaking has shaken the pillars of opposition and forced them to take steps for the development of poor and youth.

In all sense we can conclude the thing very easily that it is the words which really fight for you and you win every time using this weapon because it is superior to anyone and have the almost power so we can easily say that there is a

POWER OF COMMUNICATION.

"Every Disability has an ABILITY"

Disable,a word often used for the persons in different context.But mostly the person's connected to these words has got synonyms like PITY,INDIGENT.SYMPATHY.These words have always stricken their heart but have we tried to give them EMPATHY rather than SYMPATHY?CHEER rather than CONSOLE i.e knowingly or unknowingly society has shown them the bad face of love and always seen them with pitiful eyes.Every time we walk and enjoy in this world just let us put our minds through those children who cannot walk without the support of either a machine or a human,But have society ever seen their talent,creativity or tried to understand them because many a times we say them that they don't understand things,but even they say us the same things always from their mind

"YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME..SEE TO ME,I KNOW I AM NOT NORMAL AND THAT IS WHAT THE REASON I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND ME.I KNOW, I GRASP THINGS VERY LATELY,BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOU SHOULD LEAVE ME BEHIND IN THE RACE OF LIFE AND ALWAYS SEE ME AS A FAILURE.".

They just ask us to make them a part of our life not apart.This feeling of every disabled child just puts us to view our eyes towards one place
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Their smile,happiness,cheerfulness which we can find in the faces of the kids of DISHA SCHOOL,who have one or the other DISABILITY.Even in this hatred world these kids have learned to laugh and enjoy their life no matter what obstacles they face in world they always have the same motto blinking and twinkling through their eyes with the plethora of confidence and that is

"Every Dis-ability has an Ability and WE are ABLE to win over those disabilities."